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so much.

why is it this way? the first step is the hardest one...I must take it. for ME. so that others know it is ME and not them..

maybe it is what I need...exactly what I need.

then why is it so hard to do? change is always difficult. but whoever said it would be easy?

I am promising to myself to think about it, to really think about it. for once, think of ME. and once I do that, the clarity will show itself and my life will begin on a path for me.

just for me.